Where's the fire?

For some strange reason I don't know, I don't remember or I don't understand, the strong bond we had built for so long has lost its fire short ago. I question myself everyday, how? How could I let this blizzard fall upon our between? Where did our fire just go?

I must have done something wrong, I'm sure I must, there's no other explanation. I wasn't well aware of what was happening and forgot to give more wood to our bonfire until it lost its full warmth, and then this world's ice, full of pride and foolishness, freezed our powerful bond until it got broken… It's all so foggy now… I can barely see you through the mist, and I'm trying to do my best to set up a new torch, one as strong as, or even stronger than the one we had in the past, but it's not the same… You're not so disposed as before. And I don't blame you, it's all my fault after all.

I strangely meet sadness, y'know? Even bad situations have a short chance on making me go sad…but this situation's got me really sad. So just tell me, please, just tell me… What happened? What did I exactly do? Or didn't do…? Why aren't we the same friends as we were before? Why? Please, tell me. Please…

And one last thing. If you're, at least, somehow disposed to forgive me and to recover this bond, tell me… Where's the fire?