No explanation can be found. For days, weeks and months I've thought about it and I find no answer. Why? How? The only thing I know is that I saw a window… Yes, I remember, a window, what I saw inside was…beautiful. Whatever it was, it was like nothing I had ever seen before: colorful, joyful, interesting, artful, amazing, lovely, it surpassed any expectation I could have had of a wonder, it catched me and made me feel so…small…
Why? How? I do not understand… Less than a second looking through that window, less than a second was more than enough, less than a second to make my world crumble, less than a second…to remember it for more than thousands of millions of seconds and minutes, hours and days, weeks, years, centuries, millenniums, eternities…
Through that window I saw a soul, I found a heart that has became air to the lungs of my thoughts, the finest diamond that is wished to be found by humanity, the most beautiful flower that can be seen by any human eye, the most necessary water to survive.
This soul, this heart, this air, this diamond, this flower, this water, all of these I found when looked through that window. Through the window of your eyes…
Not a moment have I stopped thinking about it, not a moment have I found myself thinking on something else, your existence has became the center of mine, you are my sun… Something inside of me wants to shout your name out loud. Your name.
Your name… Nobody else's name have I repeated so many times in my mind as yours…
Why? How? How can it be that just with one look I became totally lost for you? Why is it that I felt something so strong for you even without knowing you at all? How is it that this feel still persists until the day of today non-stop? How is it that you pulled me so far with one…one look? Why do I always play in my mind the scenes of every single moment I've been able to be close to you? Why do I even create unreal, fantastic stories with you all the time? How did I make you my center without a logical explanation?
Why? How?
